{"id":4446,"date":"2020-07-12T13:37:39","date_gmt":"2020-07-12T12:37:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=476"},"modified":"2020-07-12T13:37:39","modified_gmt":"2020-07-12T12:37:39","slug":"incelikler-incelikler-selim-atayoglu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=4446","title":{"rendered":"\u0130ncelikler, incelikler! | Selim Atayo\u011flu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-style-large is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>Almanya\u2019dan Ankara\u2019ya uzanan uzun soluklu bir roman \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin 80\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131, Halil\u2019in penceresinden okurla bulu\u015fuyor romanda: Yokluklar, hapisler, s\u00fcrg\u00fcnler, K\u00fcrtl\u00fck, ve a\u015fk, ve a\u015fk\u2026 \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.babil.com\/birazcik-halil-kitabi-hasan-sever\" target=\"_blank\" aria-label=\"undefined (opens in a new tab)\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Birazc\u0131k Halil<\/a>\u201d, sessiz sakin diliyle okurun y\u00fcre\u011fine i\u015fleyen derin bir anlat\u0131, i\u00e7li bir roman!<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hasan Sever\u2019in ilk roman\u0131 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201dle okur aras\u0131ndaki ili\u015fkiyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm roman\u0131n yay\u0131mlanmas\u0131ndan bu yana ge\u00e7en zaman i\u00e7inde. 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda Ankara\u2019da okumu\u015f bir \u00f6\u011frenci, Almanya\u2019da \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00f6\u00e7men, aile hasretinden y\u00fcre\u011fi kabuk ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, umar\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015f i\u00e7li bir y\u00fcrek\u2026 Romanda Almanya\u2019da i\u015f\u00e7i olmak, Almanya\u2019da s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olmak-K\u00fcrt olmak, hapishanede yetim kalmak, neden gidildi\u011fi bilinmeyen memleketin toprak kokusunu duyabilmek, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmak-a\u015fk\u0131 aramak, 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda Ankara\u2019da olmak, Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenci evinde bek\u00e2r olmak-gen\u00e7 olmak, bozk\u0131r\u0131n tozunu yutmak gibi \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131 olay \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fc ba\u015fkarakter Halil \u00fczerinde toplanm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fekilde romana \u00f6zenle yerle\u015ftirilmi\u015f. Evet, ba\u015fkarakterimiz Halil. Ama o denli eksik ki Halil\u2019imiz, yazar Halil\u2019in \u2018az\u2019\u0131yla yetinmi\u015f, \u00e7o\u011funu okura b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f. Halil\u2019in eksikli\u011fi yetimli\u011finden, azl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, \u2018Neden?\u2019, \u2018Nas\u0131l?\u2019, \u2018Peki ya \u015fimdi?\u2019 gibi sorulara yan\u0131t veremedi\u011finden, babas\u0131 \u00f6lmeden babas\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHac\u0131 Kantarc\u0131: K\u0131sa boylu, hac\u0131 sakall\u0131, k\u00fct burunlu. Beni sevdi\u011fini hi\u00e7 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Bir kez olsun y\u00fcz\u00fcme sevgiyle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, babal\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. (\u2026) Benim babam en ba\u015fta babaya benzemiyordu. Bana, karde\u015flerime bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, d\u00fcnyaya dair herhangi bir \u015feye bakmak gibiydi.\u201d (s. 43)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ya\u015famda ger\u00e7ekten yetim, \u00f6ks\u00fcz kalmak vard\u0131r, bir de ruhen\u2026 Halil\u2019imizin yetimli\u011fi y\u00fcre\u011fe i\u015fleyen cinsten:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBac\u0131m, beni ay\u0131b\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. Elinden gelse pe\u015ftamal\u0131na sar\u0131p, kimselere g\u00f6stermeden k\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131. Y\u0131llar sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bac\u0131m\u0131 yine arkamda b\u0131rak\u0131vermi\u015ftim. S\u00f6ylemesi zordu ama, benim kimsem yoktu. Neye gelmi\u015ftim? Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla y\u00fczle\u015fmeye mi?\u201d (s. 125)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Roman, Halil\u2019in Almanya\u2019da i\u015f\u00e7ilik yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6nemiyle ba\u015flar, ondan da \u00f6nce roman\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda bir \u201cA\u00e7\u0131klama\u201d b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc vard\u0131r ki, okuru daha en ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7arpacak nitelikte, \u2018a\u00e7\u0131klama\u2019 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen muammas\u0131yla renklenmi\u015f bir b\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. \u0130lk b\u00f6l\u00fcmle beraber ba\u015flayan 1. Defter\u2019in ilk sat\u0131rlar\u0131 ise bir yandan dili, anlat\u0131m\u0131 y\u00f6n\u00fcyle ak\u0131c\u0131; bir yandan da okur \u00fczerinde merak-ilgi-empati olu\u015fturmas\u0131yla da (yarat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k-\u00f6zg\u00fcnl\u00fck) daha en ba\u015ftan takdire \u015fayan bir \u00e7izgide geli\u015fir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c(\u2026) Brigitt \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi. Kendisine diyemedim, bilmiyordum; y\u0131llar sonra kitap okumaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca fark ettim: Kitap kapa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6zeninde yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdi ne zaman bir kitap kapa\u011f\u0131na el s\u00fcrsem, Brigitt\u2019i ok\u015fam\u0131\u015f gibi oluyorum. Bazen s\u0131rf kapa\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kitap ald\u0131m. Hep d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, g\u00fcnah\u0131 boynuna, e\u011fer tanr\u0131 benim zevkimdeyse, kesinlikle Brigitt\u2019de g\u00f6z\u00fc olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Paras\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. \u2018Olsun,\u2019 dedim, \u2018bu da benden olsun.\u2019 Bazen bir kelime yeter; c\u00fcmlesi israfa girer. Hem sokakta ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n c\u00fcmleleri k\u0131sa olur. \u0130\u015fte o, \u2018benden olsun\u2019a tav oldu. Belki iki kelimede beni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. (\u2026)\u201d (s. 13-14)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A\u015fkla ba\u015flayan roman, sadece a\u015fkla devam etmiyor hay\u0131r. Babas\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan yok say\u0131lan Halil\u2019in ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesi, sonra ya\u015f\u0131 gen\u00e7 olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer kim bilir neler yapard\u0131, ne itiraflarda bulunurdu diyebilece\u011fimiz Frau Basler\u2026 Apayr\u0131 bir ki\u015filik, apayr\u0131 bir karakter olarak ayr\u0131ca ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir Alman, Basler. Sava\u015f g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, yokluk, ac\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Halil\u2019le ili\u015fkileri, hasb\u0131halleri belki buradan geliyor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cEvet. Hayat\u0131mda Brigitt vard\u0131, g\u00fczeldi ve \u00e2\u015f\u0131kt\u0131m; ama i\u00e7ime bir kad\u0131n ilk kez o ak\u015fam, o masada girdi. Kad\u0131n\u0131 ilk orada hissettim. Sonras\u0131 da oldu. Kad\u0131nlar girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 hayat\u0131ma. Hatta biri i\u00e7ime girip hayat\u0131m\u0131 elimden ald\u0131 ama Frau Basler\u2019dan ba\u015fka i\u00e7imde yumu\u015fak, s\u0131cak, anlam dolu, bana b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck hissi veren, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissettiren ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n, ba\u015fka bir insan olmad\u0131.\u201d (s. 75)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Halil\u2019in Almanya\u2019daki trajesidisinden, 2. Defter\u2019le birlikte T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye uzan\u0131r roman, \u00f6nce, Halil\u2019in memleketi Kulu\u2019ya \u2013ana evi diyelim biz, baba bunu hak etmiyor gibi\u2013. Kulu\u2019ya iner inmez ger\u00e7ekli\u011fin ac\u0131 c\u00fcmleleri d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr Halil\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAnnemle ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmlem olmad\u0131. Olmu\u015fsa bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Ben be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken, arkas\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocuk b\u0131rakarak \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f. \u0130nsan\u0131n annesi olmazsa, adresi de olmuyor. Sevdi\u011fim bir evimiz olmad\u0131. Evimiz yoktu\u2026 Ama yine de buradayd\u0131m i\u015fte. Renault Toros, k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7urtma gibi, savurdu\u011fu toz bulutuyla geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, k\u00f6y\u00fcn herhangi bir yerinde yapayaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. (\u2026) Niye gelmi\u015ftim? Apans\u0131z, ne kadar gereksiz bir \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark etmi\u015f, bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Kime ne diyecektim? Ben kimdim? Nerelerdeydim?\u201d (s. 122)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sonra Ankaral\u0131 g\u00fcnler. Akraba, e\u015f dost ziyaretleri. Sa\u011fal\u0131r gibidir Halil. Fakirlik, yoksunluk, aray\u0131\u015f\u2026 Her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131 ense k\u00f6k\u00fcnde hisseder Halil. Ama her insan gibi o da ne sunulduysa onu ya\u015fayacakt\u0131r(!). Ankara, Ankaral\u0131l\u0131k, Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenci olmak, 80\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131n karanl\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7inde \u0131\u015f\u0131k aray\u0131\u015flar\u0131 daha \u00e7ok \u00f6\u011frenci evinde Mulla, Nahit, Fevzi ve yeni ev arkada\u015flar\u0131 Halil etraf\u0131nda sunulur. Ankara yeni bir sayfad\u0131r, yeni karakterler. Dostoyevski m\u00fcptelas\u0131 bir zanaatkar Halil\u2019in i\u00e7ine kurt gibi d\u00fc\u015fer, bir defter emanetiyle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131 yap\u0131s\u0131 ve T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin 80\u2019li y\u0131llara odaklanan d\u00f6nem \u00f6zellikli \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcyle okura farkl\u0131 pencerelerden farkl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler sunuyor. Bunlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu da bilinci yormayacak t\u00fcrden. Ara ara tekd\u00fczeli\u011fe d\u00fc\u015fen diyaloglar \u2013\u00f6zellikle \u00f6\u011frenci evindeki sohbetlerde buna \u00e7ok\u00e7a rastlan\u0131yor\u2013 kitab\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 azalt\u0131yor gibi olsa da, olay \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcndeki zenginlik, ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yerde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir dost, ahbap\u2026 kitab\u0131n \u00f6nemli renkleri oluyor. Fakat d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p Halil\u2019in merak\u0131yla meraklan\u0131yorsunuz. Son? Halil nereye varacak? Hani diyordu ya ana evine gitmek i\u00e7in memleketine yeni geldi\u011finde, \u2018Ben kimdim? Nerelerdeydim?\u2019 diye; Halil kimdi, nerelerdeydi? Bu soruya roman\u0131n sonlar\u0131yla birlikte d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenizde yeni bir soru eklenecektir: \u2018Nerelere?\u2019 ve \u2018Nas\u0131l?\u2019. Durmadan sonbahar\u0131 ya\u015fayan Halil\u2019i, yine kendi s\u00f6zleriyle sustural\u0131m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cKar\u0131ncan\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131 var, benim yok. Ne acelem var, ne adresim. Bakmakla y\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fc oldu\u011fum ailem, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m yok benim. Mevsimsizim; ne yaz, ne k\u0131\u015f, ne ilkbahar. Durmadan sonbahar\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorum.\u201d (s. 130)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Selim Atayo\u011flu \u2013 edebiyathaber.net (19 Haziran 2015)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kaynak: <a aria-label=\"undefined (opens in a new tab)\" href=\"http:\/\/www.edebiyathaber.net\/incelikler-incelikler-selim-atayoglu\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">http:\/\/www.edebiyathaber.net\/incelikler-incelikler-selim-atayoglu<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Foto\u011fraf: Yeter \u00d6zdemir<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Almanya\u2019dan Ankara\u2019ya uzanan uzun soluklu bir roman \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin 80\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131, Halil\u2019in penceresinden okurla bulu\u015fuyor romanda: Yokluklar, hapisler, s\u00fcrg\u00fcnler, K\u00fcrtl\u00fck, ve a\u015fk, ve a\u015fk\u2026 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, sessiz sakin diliyle okurun y\u00fcre\u011fine i\u015fleyen derin bir anlat\u0131, i\u00e7li bir roman! Hasan Sever\u2019in ilk roman\u0131 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201dle okur aras\u0131ndaki ili\u015fkiyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm roman\u0131n yay\u0131mlanmas\u0131ndan bu yana ge\u00e7en zaman i\u00e7inde. 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda Ankara\u2019da okumu\u015f bir \u00f6\u011frenci, Almanya\u2019da \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00f6\u00e7men, aile hasretinden y\u00fcre\u011fi kabuk ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, umar\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015f i\u00e7li bir y\u00fcrek\u2026 Romanda Almanya\u2019da i\u015f\u00e7i olmak, Almanya\u2019da s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olmak-K\u00fcrt olmak, hapishanede yetim kalmak, neden gidildi\u011fi bilinmeyen memleketin toprak kokusunu duyabilmek, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmak-a\u015fk\u0131 aramak, 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda Ankara\u2019da olmak, Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenci evinde bek\u00e2r olmak-gen\u00e7 olmak, bozk\u0131r\u0131n tozunu yutmak gibi \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131 olay \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fc ba\u015fkarakter Halil \u00fczerinde toplanm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fekilde romana \u00f6zenle yerle\u015ftirilmi\u015f. Evet, ba\u015fkarakterimiz Halil. Ama o denli eksik ki Halil\u2019imiz, yazar Halil\u2019in \u2018az\u2019\u0131yla yetinmi\u015f, \u00e7o\u011funu okura b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f. Halil\u2019in eksikli\u011fi yetimli\u011finden, azl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, \u2018Neden?\u2019, \u2018Nas\u0131l?\u2019, \u2018Peki ya \u015fimdi?\u2019 gibi sorulara yan\u0131t veremedi\u011finden, babas\u0131 \u00f6lmeden babas\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan: \u201cHac\u0131 Kantarc\u0131: K\u0131sa boylu, hac\u0131 sakall\u0131, k\u00fct burunlu. Beni sevdi\u011fini hi\u00e7 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Bir kez olsun y\u00fcz\u00fcme sevgiyle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, babal\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. (\u2026) Benim babam en ba\u015fta babaya benzemiyordu. Bana, karde\u015flerime bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, d\u00fcnyaya dair herhangi bir \u015feye bakmak gibiydi.\u201d (s. 43) Ya\u015famda ger\u00e7ekten yetim, \u00f6ks\u00fcz kalmak vard\u0131r, bir de ruhen\u2026 Halil\u2019imizin yetimli\u011fi y\u00fcre\u011fe i\u015fleyen cinsten: \u201cBac\u0131m, beni ay\u0131b\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. Elinden gelse pe\u015ftamal\u0131na sar\u0131p, kimselere g\u00f6stermeden k\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131. Y\u0131llar sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bac\u0131m\u0131 yine arkamda b\u0131rak\u0131vermi\u015ftim. S\u00f6ylemesi zordu ama, benim kimsem yoktu. Neye gelmi\u015ftim? Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla y\u00fczle\u015fmeye mi?\u201d (s. 125) Roman, Halil\u2019in Almanya\u2019da i\u015f\u00e7ilik yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6nemiyle ba\u015flar, ondan da \u00f6nce roman\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda bir \u201cA\u00e7\u0131klama\u201d b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc vard\u0131r ki, okuru daha en ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7arpacak nitelikte, \u2018a\u00e7\u0131klama\u2019 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen muammas\u0131yla renklenmi\u015f bir b\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. \u0130lk b\u00f6l\u00fcmle beraber ba\u015flayan 1. Defter\u2019in ilk sat\u0131rlar\u0131 ise bir yandan dili, anlat\u0131m\u0131 y\u00f6n\u00fcyle ak\u0131c\u0131; bir yandan da okur \u00fczerinde merak-ilgi-empati olu\u015fturmas\u0131yla da (yarat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k-\u00f6zg\u00fcnl\u00fck) daha en ba\u015ftan takdire \u015fayan bir \u00e7izgide geli\u015fir: \u201c(\u2026) Brigitt \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi. Kendisine diyemedim, bilmiyordum; y\u0131llar sonra kitap okumaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca fark ettim: Kitap kapa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6zeninde yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdi ne zaman bir kitap kapa\u011f\u0131na el s\u00fcrsem, Brigitt\u2019i ok\u015fam\u0131\u015f gibi oluyorum. Bazen s\u0131rf kapa\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kitap ald\u0131m. Hep d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, g\u00fcnah\u0131 boynuna, e\u011fer tanr\u0131 benim zevkimdeyse, kesinlikle Brigitt\u2019de g\u00f6z\u00fc olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Paras\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. \u2018Olsun,\u2019 dedim, \u2018bu da benden olsun.\u2019 Bazen bir kelime yeter; c\u00fcmlesi israfa girer. Hem sokakta ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n c\u00fcmleleri k\u0131sa olur. \u0130\u015fte o, \u2018benden olsun\u2019a tav oldu. Belki iki kelimede beni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. (\u2026)\u201d (s. 13-14) A\u015fkla ba\u015flayan roman, sadece a\u015fkla devam etmiyor hay\u0131r. Babas\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan yok say\u0131lan Halil\u2019in ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesi, sonra ya\u015f\u0131 gen\u00e7 olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer kim bilir neler yapard\u0131, ne itiraflarda bulunurdu diyebilece\u011fimiz Frau Basler\u2026 Apayr\u0131 bir ki\u015filik, apayr\u0131 bir karakter olarak ayr\u0131ca ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir Alman, Basler. Sava\u015f g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, yokluk, ac\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Halil\u2019le ili\u015fkileri, hasb\u0131halleri belki buradan geliyor: \u201cEvet. Hayat\u0131mda Brigitt vard\u0131, g\u00fczeldi ve \u00e2\u015f\u0131kt\u0131m; ama i\u00e7ime bir kad\u0131n ilk kez o ak\u015fam, o masada girdi. Kad\u0131n\u0131 ilk orada hissettim. Sonras\u0131 da oldu. Kad\u0131nlar girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 hayat\u0131ma. Hatta biri i\u00e7ime girip hayat\u0131m\u0131 elimden ald\u0131 ama Frau Basler\u2019dan ba\u015fka i\u00e7imde yumu\u015fak, s\u0131cak, anlam dolu, bana b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck hissi veren, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissettiren ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n, ba\u015fka bir insan olmad\u0131.\u201d (s. 75) Halil\u2019in Almanya\u2019daki trajesidisinden, 2. Defter\u2019le birlikte T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye uzan\u0131r roman, \u00f6nce, Halil\u2019in memleketi Kulu\u2019ya \u2013ana evi diyelim biz, baba bunu hak etmiyor gibi\u2013. Kulu\u2019ya iner inmez ger\u00e7ekli\u011fin ac\u0131 c\u00fcmleleri d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr Halil\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndan: \u201cAnnemle ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmlem olmad\u0131. Olmu\u015fsa bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Ben be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken, arkas\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocuk b\u0131rakarak \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f. \u0130nsan\u0131n annesi olmazsa, adresi de olmuyor. Sevdi\u011fim bir evimiz olmad\u0131. Evimiz yoktu\u2026 Ama yine de buradayd\u0131m i\u015fte. Renault Toros, k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7urtma gibi, savurdu\u011fu toz bulutuyla geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, k\u00f6y\u00fcn herhangi bir yerinde yapayaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. (\u2026) Niye gelmi\u015ftim? Apans\u0131z, ne kadar gereksiz bir \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark etmi\u015f, bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Kime ne diyecektim? Ben kimdim? Nerelerdeydim?\u201d (s. 122) Sonra Ankaral\u0131 g\u00fcnler. Akraba, e\u015f dost ziyaretleri. Sa\u011fal\u0131r gibidir Halil. Fakirlik, yoksunluk, aray\u0131\u015f\u2026 Her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131 ense k\u00f6k\u00fcnde hisseder Halil. Ama her insan gibi o da ne sunulduysa onu ya\u015fayacakt\u0131r(!). Ankara, Ankaral\u0131l\u0131k, Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenci olmak, 80\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131n karanl\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7inde \u0131\u015f\u0131k aray\u0131\u015flar\u0131 daha \u00e7ok \u00f6\u011frenci evinde Mulla, Nahit, Fevzi ve yeni ev arkada\u015flar\u0131 Halil etraf\u0131nda sunulur. Ankara yeni bir sayfad\u0131r, yeni karakterler. Dostoyevski m\u00fcptelas\u0131 bir zanaatkar Halil\u2019in i\u00e7ine kurt gibi d\u00fc\u015fer, bir defter emanetiyle. \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131 yap\u0131s\u0131 ve T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin 80\u2019li y\u0131llara odaklanan d\u00f6nem \u00f6zellikli \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcyle okura farkl\u0131 pencerelerden farkl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler sunuyor. Bunlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu da bilinci yormayacak t\u00fcrden. Ara ara tekd\u00fczeli\u011fe d\u00fc\u015fen diyaloglar \u2013\u00f6zellikle \u00f6\u011frenci evindeki sohbetlerde buna \u00e7ok\u00e7a rastlan\u0131yor\u2013 kitab\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 azalt\u0131yor gibi olsa da, olay \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcndeki zenginlik, ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yerde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir dost, ahbap\u2026 kitab\u0131n \u00f6nemli renkleri oluyor. Fakat d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p Halil\u2019in merak\u0131yla meraklan\u0131yorsunuz. Son? Halil nereye varacak? Hani diyordu ya ana evine gitmek i\u00e7in memleketine yeni geldi\u011finde, \u2018Ben kimdim? Nerelerdeydim?\u2019 diye; Halil kimdi, nerelerdeydi? Bu soruya roman\u0131n sonlar\u0131yla birlikte d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenizde yeni bir soru eklenecektir: \u2018Nerelere?\u2019 ve \u2018Nas\u0131l?\u2019. Durmadan sonbahar\u0131 ya\u015fayan Halil\u2019i, yine kendi s\u00f6zleriyle sustural\u0131m: \u201cKar\u0131ncan\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131 var, benim yok. Ne acelem var, ne adresim. Bakmakla y\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fc oldu\u011fum ailem, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m yok benim. Mevsimsizim; ne yaz, ne k\u0131\u015f, ne ilkbahar. Durmadan sonbahar\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yorum.\u201d (s. 130) Selim Atayo\u011flu \u2013 edebiyathaber.net (19 Haziran 2015) Kaynak: http:\/\/www.edebiyathaber.net\/incelikler-incelikler-selim-atayoglu Foto\u011fraf: Yeter \u00d6zdemir<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1155,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[49,33,73],"tags":[195,232,493,922,1095],"class_list":["post-4446","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-birazcik-halil","category-kitaplar-2","category-yorum-elestiri-birazcik-halil","tag-ayrinti-yayinlari","tag-birazcik-halil","tag-hasan-sever","tag-selim-atayoglu","tag-yeterozdemir"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v28.2 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>\u0130ncelikler, incelikler! | Selim Atayo\u011flu - HASAN SEVER<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=4446\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"\u0130ncelikler, incelikler! | Selim Atayo\u011flu - HASAN SEVER\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Almanya\u2019dan Ankara\u2019ya uzanan uzun soluklu bir roman \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin 80\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131, Halil\u2019in penceresinden okurla bulu\u015fuyor romanda: Yokluklar, hapisler, s\u00fcrg\u00fcnler, K\u00fcrtl\u00fck, ve a\u015fk, ve a\u015fk\u2026 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, sessiz sakin diliyle okurun y\u00fcre\u011fine i\u015fleyen derin bir anlat\u0131, i\u00e7li bir roman! Hasan Sever\u2019in ilk roman\u0131 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201dle okur aras\u0131ndaki ili\u015fkiyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm roman\u0131n yay\u0131mlanmas\u0131ndan bu yana ge\u00e7en zaman i\u00e7inde. 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda Ankara\u2019da okumu\u015f bir \u00f6\u011frenci, Almanya\u2019da \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00f6\u00e7men, aile hasretinden y\u00fcre\u011fi kabuk ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, umar\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015f i\u00e7li bir y\u00fcrek\u2026 Romanda Almanya\u2019da i\u015f\u00e7i olmak, Almanya\u2019da s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olmak-K\u00fcrt olmak, hapishanede yetim kalmak, neden gidildi\u011fi bilinmeyen memleketin toprak kokusunu duyabilmek, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmak-a\u015fk\u0131 aramak, 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda Ankara\u2019da olmak, Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenci evinde bek\u00e2r olmak-gen\u00e7 olmak, bozk\u0131r\u0131n tozunu yutmak gibi \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131 olay \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fc ba\u015fkarakter Halil \u00fczerinde toplanm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fekilde romana \u00f6zenle yerle\u015ftirilmi\u015f. Evet, ba\u015fkarakterimiz Halil. Ama o denli eksik ki Halil\u2019imiz, yazar Halil\u2019in \u2018az\u2019\u0131yla yetinmi\u015f, \u00e7o\u011funu okura b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f. Halil\u2019in eksikli\u011fi yetimli\u011finden, azl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, \u2018Neden?\u2019, \u2018Nas\u0131l?\u2019, \u2018Peki ya \u015fimdi?\u2019 gibi sorulara yan\u0131t veremedi\u011finden, babas\u0131 \u00f6lmeden babas\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan: \u201cHac\u0131 Kantarc\u0131: K\u0131sa boylu, hac\u0131 sakall\u0131, k\u00fct burunlu. Beni sevdi\u011fini hi\u00e7 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Bir kez olsun y\u00fcz\u00fcme sevgiyle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, babal\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. (\u2026) Benim babam en ba\u015fta babaya benzemiyordu. Bana, karde\u015flerime bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, d\u00fcnyaya dair herhangi bir \u015feye bakmak gibiydi.\u201d (s. 43) Ya\u015famda ger\u00e7ekten yetim, \u00f6ks\u00fcz kalmak vard\u0131r, bir de ruhen\u2026 Halil\u2019imizin yetimli\u011fi y\u00fcre\u011fe i\u015fleyen cinsten: \u201cBac\u0131m, beni ay\u0131b\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. Elinden gelse pe\u015ftamal\u0131na sar\u0131p, kimselere g\u00f6stermeden k\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131. Y\u0131llar sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bac\u0131m\u0131 yine arkamda b\u0131rak\u0131vermi\u015ftim. S\u00f6ylemesi zordu ama, benim kimsem yoktu. Neye gelmi\u015ftim? Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla y\u00fczle\u015fmeye mi?\u201d (s. 125) Roman, Halil\u2019in Almanya\u2019da i\u015f\u00e7ilik yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6nemiyle ba\u015flar, ondan da \u00f6nce roman\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda bir \u201cA\u00e7\u0131klama\u201d b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc vard\u0131r ki, okuru daha en ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7arpacak nitelikte, \u2018a\u00e7\u0131klama\u2019 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen muammas\u0131yla renklenmi\u015f bir b\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. \u0130lk b\u00f6l\u00fcmle beraber ba\u015flayan 1. Defter\u2019in ilk sat\u0131rlar\u0131 ise bir yandan dili, anlat\u0131m\u0131 y\u00f6n\u00fcyle ak\u0131c\u0131; bir yandan da okur \u00fczerinde merak-ilgi-empati olu\u015fturmas\u0131yla da (yarat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k-\u00f6zg\u00fcnl\u00fck) daha en ba\u015ftan takdire \u015fayan bir \u00e7izgide geli\u015fir: \u201c(\u2026) Brigitt \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi. Kendisine diyemedim, bilmiyordum; y\u0131llar sonra kitap okumaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca fark ettim: Kitap kapa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6zeninde yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdi ne zaman bir kitap kapa\u011f\u0131na el s\u00fcrsem, Brigitt\u2019i ok\u015fam\u0131\u015f gibi oluyorum. Bazen s\u0131rf kapa\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kitap ald\u0131m. Hep d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, g\u00fcnah\u0131 boynuna, e\u011fer tanr\u0131 benim zevkimdeyse, kesinlikle Brigitt\u2019de g\u00f6z\u00fc olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Paras\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. \u2018Olsun,\u2019 dedim, \u2018bu da benden olsun.\u2019 Bazen bir kelime yeter; c\u00fcmlesi israfa girer. Hem sokakta ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n c\u00fcmleleri k\u0131sa olur. \u0130\u015fte o, \u2018benden olsun\u2019a tav oldu. Belki iki kelimede beni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. (\u2026)\u201d (s. 13-14) A\u015fkla ba\u015flayan roman, sadece a\u015fkla devam etmiyor hay\u0131r. Babas\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan yok say\u0131lan Halil\u2019in ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesi, sonra ya\u015f\u0131 gen\u00e7 olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer kim bilir neler yapard\u0131, ne itiraflarda bulunurdu diyebilece\u011fimiz Frau Basler\u2026 Apayr\u0131 bir ki\u015filik, apayr\u0131 bir karakter olarak ayr\u0131ca ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir Alman, Basler. Sava\u015f g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, yokluk, ac\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Halil\u2019le ili\u015fkileri, hasb\u0131halleri belki buradan geliyor: \u201cEvet. Hayat\u0131mda Brigitt vard\u0131, g\u00fczeldi ve \u00e2\u015f\u0131kt\u0131m; ama i\u00e7ime bir kad\u0131n ilk kez o ak\u015fam, o masada girdi. Kad\u0131n\u0131 ilk orada hissettim. Sonras\u0131 da oldu. Kad\u0131nlar girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 hayat\u0131ma. Hatta biri i\u00e7ime girip hayat\u0131m\u0131 elimden ald\u0131 ama Frau Basler\u2019dan ba\u015fka i\u00e7imde yumu\u015fak, s\u0131cak, anlam dolu, bana b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck hissi veren, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissettiren ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n, ba\u015fka bir insan olmad\u0131.\u201d (s. 75) Halil\u2019in Almanya\u2019daki trajesidisinden, 2. Defter\u2019le birlikte T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye uzan\u0131r roman, \u00f6nce, Halil\u2019in memleketi Kulu\u2019ya \u2013ana evi diyelim biz, baba bunu hak etmiyor gibi\u2013. Kulu\u2019ya iner inmez ger\u00e7ekli\u011fin ac\u0131 c\u00fcmleleri d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr Halil\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndan: \u201cAnnemle ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmlem olmad\u0131. Olmu\u015fsa bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Ben be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken, arkas\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocuk b\u0131rakarak \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f. \u0130nsan\u0131n annesi olmazsa, adresi de olmuyor. Sevdi\u011fim bir evimiz olmad\u0131. Evimiz yoktu\u2026 Ama yine de buradayd\u0131m i\u015fte. Renault Toros, k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7urtma gibi, savurdu\u011fu toz bulutuyla geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, k\u00f6y\u00fcn herhangi bir yerinde yapayaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. (\u2026) Niye gelmi\u015ftim? Apans\u0131z, ne kadar gereksiz bir \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark etmi\u015f, bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Kime ne diyecektim? Ben kimdim? Nerelerdeydim?\u201d (s. 122) Sonra Ankaral\u0131 g\u00fcnler. Akraba, e\u015f dost ziyaretleri. Sa\u011fal\u0131r gibidir Halil. Fakirlik, yoksunluk, aray\u0131\u015f\u2026 Her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131 ense k\u00f6k\u00fcnde hisseder Halil. Ama her insan gibi o da ne sunulduysa onu ya\u015fayacakt\u0131r(!). Ankara, Ankaral\u0131l\u0131k, Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenci olmak, 80\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131n karanl\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7inde \u0131\u015f\u0131k aray\u0131\u015flar\u0131 daha \u00e7ok \u00f6\u011frenci evinde Mulla, Nahit, Fevzi ve yeni ev arkada\u015flar\u0131 Halil etraf\u0131nda sunulur. Ankara yeni bir sayfad\u0131r, yeni karakterler. Dostoyevski m\u00fcptelas\u0131 bir zanaatkar Halil\u2019in i\u00e7ine kurt gibi d\u00fc\u015fer, bir defter emanetiyle. \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131 yap\u0131s\u0131 ve T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin 80\u2019li y\u0131llara odaklanan d\u00f6nem \u00f6zellikli \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcyle okura farkl\u0131 pencerelerden farkl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler sunuyor. Bunlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu da bilinci yormayacak t\u00fcrden. Ara ara tekd\u00fczeli\u011fe d\u00fc\u015fen diyaloglar \u2013\u00f6zellikle \u00f6\u011frenci evindeki sohbetlerde buna \u00e7ok\u00e7a rastlan\u0131yor\u2013 kitab\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 azalt\u0131yor gibi olsa da, olay \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcndeki zenginlik, ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yerde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir dost, ahbap\u2026 kitab\u0131n \u00f6nemli renkleri oluyor. Fakat d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p Halil\u2019in merak\u0131yla meraklan\u0131yorsunuz. Son? Halil nereye varacak? Hani diyordu ya ana evine gitmek i\u00e7in memleketine yeni geldi\u011finde, \u2018Ben kimdim? Nerelerdeydim?\u2019 diye; Halil kimdi, nerelerdeydi? Bu soruya roman\u0131n sonlar\u0131yla birlikte d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenizde yeni bir soru eklenecektir: \u2018Nerelere?\u2019 ve \u2018Nas\u0131l?\u2019. Durmadan sonbahar\u0131 ya\u015fayan Halil\u2019i, yine kendi s\u00f6zleriyle sustural\u0131m: \u201cKar\u0131ncan\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131 var, benim yok. Ne acelem var, ne adresim. Bakmakla y\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fc oldu\u011fum ailem, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m yok benim. Mevsimsizim; ne yaz, ne k\u0131\u015f, ne ilkbahar. 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T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin 80\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131, Halil\u2019in penceresinden okurla bulu\u015fuyor romanda: Yokluklar, hapisler, s\u00fcrg\u00fcnler, K\u00fcrtl\u00fck, ve a\u015fk, ve a\u015fk\u2026 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, sessiz sakin diliyle okurun y\u00fcre\u011fine i\u015fleyen derin bir anlat\u0131, i\u00e7li bir roman! Hasan Sever\u2019in ilk roman\u0131 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201dle okur aras\u0131ndaki ili\u015fkiyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm roman\u0131n yay\u0131mlanmas\u0131ndan bu yana ge\u00e7en zaman i\u00e7inde. 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda Ankara\u2019da okumu\u015f bir \u00f6\u011frenci, Almanya\u2019da \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00f6\u00e7men, aile hasretinden y\u00fcre\u011fi kabuk ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, umar\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015f i\u00e7li bir y\u00fcrek\u2026 Romanda Almanya\u2019da i\u015f\u00e7i olmak, Almanya\u2019da s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olmak-K\u00fcrt olmak, hapishanede yetim kalmak, neden gidildi\u011fi bilinmeyen memleketin toprak kokusunu duyabilmek, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmak-a\u015fk\u0131 aramak, 80\u2019li y\u0131llarda Ankara\u2019da olmak, Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenci evinde bek\u00e2r olmak-gen\u00e7 olmak, bozk\u0131r\u0131n tozunu yutmak gibi \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131 olay \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fc ba\u015fkarakter Halil \u00fczerinde toplanm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fekilde romana \u00f6zenle yerle\u015ftirilmi\u015f. Evet, ba\u015fkarakterimiz Halil. Ama o denli eksik ki Halil\u2019imiz, yazar Halil\u2019in \u2018az\u2019\u0131yla yetinmi\u015f, \u00e7o\u011funu okura b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f. Halil\u2019in eksikli\u011fi yetimli\u011finden, azl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, \u2018Neden?\u2019, \u2018Nas\u0131l?\u2019, \u2018Peki ya \u015fimdi?\u2019 gibi sorulara yan\u0131t veremedi\u011finden, babas\u0131 \u00f6lmeden babas\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan: \u201cHac\u0131 Kantarc\u0131: K\u0131sa boylu, hac\u0131 sakall\u0131, k\u00fct burunlu. Beni sevdi\u011fini hi\u00e7 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Bir kez olsun y\u00fcz\u00fcme sevgiyle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, babal\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. (\u2026) Benim babam en ba\u015fta babaya benzemiyordu. Bana, karde\u015flerime bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, d\u00fcnyaya dair herhangi bir \u015feye bakmak gibiydi.\u201d (s. 43) Ya\u015famda ger\u00e7ekten yetim, \u00f6ks\u00fcz kalmak vard\u0131r, bir de ruhen\u2026 Halil\u2019imizin yetimli\u011fi y\u00fcre\u011fe i\u015fleyen cinsten: \u201cBac\u0131m, beni ay\u0131b\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. Elinden gelse pe\u015ftamal\u0131na sar\u0131p, kimselere g\u00f6stermeden k\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131karacakt\u0131. Y\u0131llar sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bac\u0131m\u0131 yine arkamda b\u0131rak\u0131vermi\u015ftim. S\u00f6ylemesi zordu ama, benim kimsem yoktu. Neye gelmi\u015ftim? Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla y\u00fczle\u015fmeye mi?\u201d (s. 125) Roman, Halil\u2019in Almanya\u2019da i\u015f\u00e7ilik yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6nemiyle ba\u015flar, ondan da \u00f6nce roman\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda bir \u201cA\u00e7\u0131klama\u201d b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc vard\u0131r ki, okuru daha en ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7arpacak nitelikte, \u2018a\u00e7\u0131klama\u2019 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen muammas\u0131yla renklenmi\u015f bir b\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. \u0130lk b\u00f6l\u00fcmle beraber ba\u015flayan 1. Defter\u2019in ilk sat\u0131rlar\u0131 ise bir yandan dili, anlat\u0131m\u0131 y\u00f6n\u00fcyle ak\u0131c\u0131; bir yandan da okur \u00fczerinde merak-ilgi-empati olu\u015fturmas\u0131yla da (yarat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k-\u00f6zg\u00fcnl\u00fck) daha en ba\u015ftan takdire \u015fayan bir \u00e7izgide geli\u015fir: \u201c(\u2026) Brigitt \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi. Kendisine diyemedim, bilmiyordum; y\u0131llar sonra kitap okumaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca fark ettim: Kitap kapa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6zeninde yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdi ne zaman bir kitap kapa\u011f\u0131na el s\u00fcrsem, Brigitt\u2019i ok\u015fam\u0131\u015f gibi oluyorum. Bazen s\u0131rf kapa\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kitap ald\u0131m. Hep d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, g\u00fcnah\u0131 boynuna, e\u011fer tanr\u0131 benim zevkimdeyse, kesinlikle Brigitt\u2019de g\u00f6z\u00fc olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Paras\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. \u2018Olsun,\u2019 dedim, \u2018bu da benden olsun.\u2019 Bazen bir kelime yeter; c\u00fcmlesi israfa girer. Hem sokakta ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n c\u00fcmleleri k\u0131sa olur. \u0130\u015fte o, \u2018benden olsun\u2019a tav oldu. Belki iki kelimede beni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. (\u2026)\u201d (s. 13-14) A\u015fkla ba\u015flayan roman, sadece a\u015fkla devam etmiyor hay\u0131r. Babas\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan yok say\u0131lan Halil\u2019in ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesi, sonra ya\u015f\u0131 gen\u00e7 olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer kim bilir neler yapard\u0131, ne itiraflarda bulunurdu diyebilece\u011fimiz Frau Basler\u2026 Apayr\u0131 bir ki\u015filik, apayr\u0131 bir karakter olarak ayr\u0131ca ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir Alman, Basler. Sava\u015f g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, yokluk, ac\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Halil\u2019le ili\u015fkileri, hasb\u0131halleri belki buradan geliyor: \u201cEvet. Hayat\u0131mda Brigitt vard\u0131, g\u00fczeldi ve \u00e2\u015f\u0131kt\u0131m; ama i\u00e7ime bir kad\u0131n ilk kez o ak\u015fam, o masada girdi. Kad\u0131n\u0131 ilk orada hissettim. Sonras\u0131 da oldu. Kad\u0131nlar girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 hayat\u0131ma. Hatta biri i\u00e7ime girip hayat\u0131m\u0131 elimden ald\u0131 ama Frau Basler\u2019dan ba\u015fka i\u00e7imde yumu\u015fak, s\u0131cak, anlam dolu, bana b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck hissi veren, d\u00fcnyay\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissettiren ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n, ba\u015fka bir insan olmad\u0131.\u201d (s. 75) Halil\u2019in Almanya\u2019daki trajesidisinden, 2. Defter\u2019le birlikte T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye uzan\u0131r roman, \u00f6nce, Halil\u2019in memleketi Kulu\u2019ya \u2013ana evi diyelim biz, baba bunu hak etmiyor gibi\u2013. Kulu\u2019ya iner inmez ger\u00e7ekli\u011fin ac\u0131 c\u00fcmleleri d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr Halil\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndan: \u201cAnnemle ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmlem olmad\u0131. Olmu\u015fsa bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Ben be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken, arkas\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocuk b\u0131rakarak \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f. \u0130nsan\u0131n annesi olmazsa, adresi de olmuyor. Sevdi\u011fim bir evimiz olmad\u0131. Evimiz yoktu\u2026 Ama yine de buradayd\u0131m i\u015fte. Renault Toros, k\u0131\u00e7\u0131na ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7urtma gibi, savurdu\u011fu toz bulutuyla geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, k\u00f6y\u00fcn herhangi bir yerinde yapayaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. (\u2026) Niye gelmi\u015ftim? Apans\u0131z, ne kadar gereksiz bir \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark etmi\u015f, bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Kime ne diyecektim? Ben kimdim? Nerelerdeydim?\u201d (s. 122) Sonra Ankaral\u0131 g\u00fcnler. Akraba, e\u015f dost ziyaretleri. Sa\u011fal\u0131r gibidir Halil. Fakirlik, yoksunluk, aray\u0131\u015f\u2026 Her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131 ense k\u00f6k\u00fcnde hisseder Halil. Ama her insan gibi o da ne sunulduysa onu ya\u015fayacakt\u0131r(!). Ankara, Ankaral\u0131l\u0131k, Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011frenci olmak, 80\u2019li y\u0131llar\u0131n karanl\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7inde \u0131\u015f\u0131k aray\u0131\u015flar\u0131 daha \u00e7ok \u00f6\u011frenci evinde Mulla, Nahit, Fevzi ve yeni ev arkada\u015flar\u0131 Halil etraf\u0131nda sunulur. Ankara yeni bir sayfad\u0131r, yeni karakterler. Dostoyevski m\u00fcptelas\u0131 bir zanaatkar Halil\u2019in i\u00e7ine kurt gibi d\u00fc\u015fer, bir defter emanetiyle. \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131 yap\u0131s\u0131 ve T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin 80\u2019li y\u0131llara odaklanan d\u00f6nem \u00f6zellikli \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcyle okura farkl\u0131 pencerelerden farkl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler sunuyor. Bunlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu da bilinci yormayacak t\u00fcrden. Ara ara tekd\u00fczeli\u011fe d\u00fc\u015fen diyaloglar \u2013\u00f6zellikle \u00f6\u011frenci evindeki sohbetlerde buna \u00e7ok\u00e7a rastlan\u0131yor\u2013 kitab\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 azalt\u0131yor gibi olsa da, olay \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcndeki zenginlik, ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yerde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir dost, ahbap\u2026 kitab\u0131n \u00f6nemli renkleri oluyor. Fakat d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p Halil\u2019in merak\u0131yla meraklan\u0131yorsunuz. Son? Halil nereye varacak? Hani diyordu ya ana evine gitmek i\u00e7in memleketine yeni geldi\u011finde, \u2018Ben kimdim? Nerelerdeydim?\u2019 diye; Halil kimdi, nerelerdeydi? Bu soruya roman\u0131n sonlar\u0131yla birlikte d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenizde yeni bir soru eklenecektir: \u2018Nerelere?\u2019 ve \u2018Nas\u0131l?\u2019. Durmadan sonbahar\u0131 ya\u015fayan Halil\u2019i, yine kendi s\u00f6zleriyle sustural\u0131m: \u201cKar\u0131ncan\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131 var, benim yok. 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Defterler\u2019den \u015fiir tad\u0131nda hik\u00e2yeler daml\u0131yor. Samim\u00ee, etkili\u2026 Anla\u015f\u0131lan, ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar iyi s\u0131r\u2019lanm\u0131\u015f! Gitmeler, gelmeler, ille de sonbahar\u2026 \u2018Birazc\u0131k Halil\u2019, biraz yara, biraz \u00fclke tarihi, biraz s\u00fcrg\u00fcn, biraz a\u015fk, birazc\u0131k da Halil\u2026.\u201d\u00a0 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, Hasan Sever\u2019in ilk roman\u0131. Roman\u0131n ilgin\u00e7 ve merak uyand\u0131ran ad\u0131ndan sonra, merak\u0131m\u0131\u2026","rel":"","context":"&quot;Birazc\u0131k Halil&quot; i\u00e7inde","block_context":{"text":"Birazc\u0131k Halil","link":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?cat=49"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/birazcik-halil-e1594411425970-1.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":4440,"url":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=4440","url_meta":{"origin":4446,"position":1},"title":"Birazc\u0131k Halil &#8211; CNN T\u00fcrk Haberi","author":"hasever","date":"8 Temmuz 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"Ayr\u0131nt\u0131 Yay\u0131nlar\u0131 yeni y\u0131la da h\u0131zl\u0131 bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 yapt\u0131; Ocak ay\u0131nda da okura edebiyat, tarih, kuram ve an\u0131 kitaplar\u0131ndan olu\u015fan g\u00fczel bir se\u00e7kiyi sundu. 13.01.2015 - 15:34 K\u00fcrt Davas\u0131n\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6\u00e7 dalgas\u0131, i\u00e7 sava\u015f\u0131n etkilerinin anlat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 Hasan Sever'in ilk roman\u0131 \"Birazc\u0131k Halil\", Christian Jungersen'in insan psikolojisine n\u00fcfuz etti\u011fi son roman\u0131\u2026","rel":"","context":"&quot;Birazc\u0131k Halil&quot; i\u00e7inde","block_context":{"text":"Birazc\u0131k Halil","link":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?cat=49"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/cnn-tr-birazcik-halil-1.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":4447,"url":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=4447","url_meta":{"origin":4446,"position":2},"title":"B\u0130RAZCIK  HEP\u0130M\u0130Z &#8211; R\u0131dvan Dansuk","author":"hasever","date":"12 Temmuz 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"Birazc\u0131k Halil kurmaca m\u0131d\u0131r?\u00a0 Ya da kimi ya\u015fananlar\u0131 ustaca derleme midir? Bu sorular\u0131n yan\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 bilmek\u00a0 bir \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirmez: Sahicidir; daha ilk sat\u0131rlardan dahil olursunuz o iklime. Hi\u00e7 Almanya\u2019ya gitmeseniz de, hi\u00e7 hapse d\u00fc\u015fmeseniz de oralarda bulursunuz kendinizi. Halil Kantarc\u0131\u2019yla babas\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki ili\u015fkinin benzeri bizzat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131zdan ge\u00e7memi\u015fse bile ya kimi yanlar\u0131n\u0131\u2026","rel":"","context":"&quot;Birazc\u0131k Halil&quot; i\u00e7inde","block_context":{"text":"Birazc\u0131k Halil","link":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?cat=49"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/Birazcik-Halil-Grafik-2.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":4457,"url":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=4457","url_meta":{"origin":4446,"position":3},"title":"\u201cYazabilece\u011finiz en iyi hik\u00e2ye \u00e7o\u011funlukla el uzatma mesafenizdedir.\u201d","author":"hasever","date":"12 Temmuz 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"Hasan Sever: \u201cYazabilece\u011finiz en iyi hik\u00e2ye \u00e7o\u011funlukla el uzatma mesafenizdedir.\u201d\u0130lk kez, 2015 y\u0131l\u0131nda\u00a0Birazc\u0131k Halil\u00a0roman\u0131yla okur kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kan Hasan Sever\u2019le, yeni roman\u0131\u00a0Su Duydum\u00a0hakk\u0131nda konu\u015ftuk.\u00a0 Her iki roman\u0131 da Ayr\u0131nt\u0131 Yay\u0131nlar\u0131 etiketini ta\u015f\u0131yan Hasan Sever, sorular\u0131m\u0131za olanca i\u00e7tenli\u011fiyle ve \u00e7o\u011funlukla da s\u00f6z\u00fc fazla doland\u0131rmadan yan\u0131t verdi.- Son roman\u0131n\u0131z \u201cSu Duydum\u201du konu\u015fmaya ge\u00e7meden\u2026","rel":"","context":"&quot;Kitaplar&quot; i\u00e7inde","block_context":{"text":"Kitaplar","link":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?cat=33"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/Su-Duydum-Grafik-1.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":4452,"url":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=4452","url_meta":{"origin":4446,"position":4},"title":"Yurtsuzluk Birazc\u0131k Tan\u0131d\u0131k Gelecek &#8211; Haluk Kalafat","author":"hasever","date":"12 Temmuz 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"Tan\u0131d\u0131k bir \u015fey var \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201dde. Kitab\u0131 elime ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda b\u00f6yle olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 birazc\u0131k seziyordum. Roman \u201cHocam\u201d diye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu ne de olsa\u2026 Sonu\u00e7ta Hasan Sever\u2019le ayn\u0131 okuldand\u0131k; ayn\u0131 ortamlarda birka\u00e7 y\u0131l arayla benzer meseleleri kendimize dert etmi\u015ftik. Sonra yollar\u0131m\u0131z ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tan\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z y\u0131llar sonra tesad\u00fcfen olmu\u015ftu. Hasan gurbetteydi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Lakin i\u015fte roman\u0131na \u201cHocam\u201d\u2026","rel":"","context":"&quot;Birazc\u0131k Halil&quot; i\u00e7inde","block_context":{"text":"Birazc\u0131k Halil","link":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?cat=49"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/Birazcik-Halil-Grafik.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/Birazcik-Halil-Grafik.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/Birazcik-Halil-Grafik.jpg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/Birazcik-Halil-Grafik.jpg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x"},"classes":[]},{"id":4454,"url":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=4454","url_meta":{"origin":4446,"position":5},"title":"Bianet R\u00f6portaj &#8211; \u00d6S\/HK","author":"hasever","date":"12 Temmuz 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"Hasan Sever\u2019in ilk roman\u0131 \u201cBirazc\u0131k Halil\u201d, Ayr\u0131nt\u0131 Yay\u0131nlar\u0131\u2019ndan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. 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