Y\u0131l ya 90 ya da 91 olmal\u0131. Nesimi \u00c7imen\u2019in konseri var diye duyduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Alt\u0131nda\u011f taraf\u0131nda, ad\u0131n\u0131 unuttu\u011fum bir salona gittik. Aziz A\u011fabeyim, Ergin, ben \u00fc\u00e7 talebeyiz. Bilet gi\u015fesi sakin. G\u00f6revliye bilet fiyat\u0131n\u0131 sorduk. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yan\u0131t kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir tela\u015ft\u0131r ald\u0131 bizi. O fiyatla i\u00e7eri girmemiz m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil; zira o kadar param\u0131z yok. (Belediyenin\u00a0 SHP\u2019de, Karayal\u00e7\u0131n\u2019\u0131n ba\u015fkan oldu\u011fu d\u00f6nem. San\u0131r\u0131m Nesimi \u00c7imen\u2019e yard\u0131m olsun diye, konser dar ve az\u0131c\u0131k paras\u0131 olanlar i\u00e7in d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.) Hangimizin akl\u0131na geldi bilmiyorum, Nesimi \u00c7imen\u2019le g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istedi\u011fimizi s\u00f6yledik. Bir g\u00f6revli bizi ald\u0131 yan\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sa\u011f\u0131nda solunda birer ki\u015fi, bir koltukta suskun oturuyorlar. Nesimi \u00c7imen\u2019i ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm. Bizden biri. Sanki beynimi zorlasam, bir yerlerde kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi bir his i\u00e7indeyim. A\u011fabeyim,\u00a0
\u201c\u00d6\u011frenciyiz, konsere girmek istiyoruz ama param\u0131z yetmiyor,\u201d dedi.; Yan\u0131m\u0131zdaki g\u00f6revliye bak\u0131p, hi\u00e7 ikiletmeden.
\u201cGen\u00e7lere yar\u0131s\u0131ndan verin,\u201d dedi.
O g\u00fcn, ve ilk ve son kez Nesimi \u00c7imen\u2019i canl\u0131 dinledim: Yar\u0131 fiyattan.
Nesimi \u00c7imen bizim oral\u0131, Kayseri Sar\u0131z\u2019dan. Belli bir s\u00fcre Sevdilli\u2019de ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f. Sevdilli, Malatya-Elbistan yolu \u00fczerinde, benim do\u011fdu\u011fum k\u00f6ye 8 km mesafede.
Ben hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum ama b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz anlat\u0131rd\u0131. Mesle\u011fi kalayc\u0131l\u0131k. K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcze hem kalayc\u0131l\u0131k yapmaya, hem de elinde \u00fc\u00e7 tellisiyle, meclislere gelirmi\u015f.
Benim ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131m, Nesimi \u00c7imen\u2019in sesini ilkin kasetlerde duydu.
\u00dc\u00e7 telli e\u015fli\u011finde, Mara\u015f-Elbistan \u015fiveli bir T\u00fcrk\u00e7e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n
\n\u201c\u015eifa istemem bal\u0131ndan<\/p>\n
B\u0131rak beni bu hal\u0131mdan\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n
Bir yaz g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. S\u0131cak. Naz\u0131m\u2019\u0131n,
\u201cS\u0131cakt\u0131.
<\/em>S\u0131cak.
<\/em>Sap\u0131 kanl\u0131, demiri k\u00f6r bir b\u0131\u00e7akt\u0131
<\/em>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0<\/span> s\u0131cak.\u201d
<\/em>dedi\u011fi s\u0131caklardand\u0131. Yaz tatili i\u00e7in k\u00f6ye, memlekete gitmi\u015ftim.
\u201cSivas\u2019ta bir yang\u0131n\u201d dediler.\u00a0
Pek bir \u015fey hissetmedik. Yaram\u0131z hen\u00fcz s\u0131cakt\u0131. Sonra; yara so\u011fur, ac\u0131s\u0131 hissedilir, derler ya, Sivas \u00f6yle olmad\u0131.
Sivas\u2019\u0131n yaras\u0131 hep s\u0131cak kald\u0131.
Ve biz bildik ki, bir yara s\u0131cakken de ac\u0131t\u0131rm\u0131\u015f; hem de \u00e7ok ac\u0131t\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.
Unutmad\u0131k; ama … hesap da soramad\u0131k …
Hen\u00fcz!\u00a0
Hasan Sever
<\/strong>Z\u00fcrih, Sivas 2014<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n
\n\n\n*K\u00fcp\u00fc yok boyac\u0131 yarim
<\/em>Ta\u00e7s\u0131z de\u011firmenci yarim
<\/em>K\u00fcresiz kalayc\u0131 yarim
<\/em>Sanma ki yar zanaats\u0131zd\u0131r
<\/em>M\u00fccrimi<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n