{"id":3766,"date":"2024-04-05T07:00:32","date_gmt":"2024-04-05T05:00:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/?p=3766"},"modified":"2024-04-05T07:23:44","modified_gmt":"2024-04-05T05:23:44","slug":"kestaneler-yaprak-acinca","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/tr_TR\/2024\/04\/05\/kestaneler-yaprak-acinca\/","title":{"rendered":"Kestaneler Yaprak A\u00e7\u0131nca"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ankara Atat\u00fcrk Lisesinin yat\u0131l\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc Cihan Sokak boyunca uzanan binalardan m\u00fcte\u015fekkildi. Yatakhanelerin pencereleri Lale Sokak\u2019tan girilen ve bizim zaman\u0131m\u0131zda m\u00fcd\u00fcr lojman\u0131na da ev sahipli\u011fi yapan arka avluya bakard\u0131. Avluda koca koca kestane a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 vard\u0131. Biz yat\u0131l\u0131 talebeler bahar\u0131n geldi\u011fini, yaz tatilinin yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 o a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n tomurcuklar\u0131ndan anlard\u0131k.
\n<\/span><\/p>\n

Tomurcuklar\u0131n hayata s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131 bir yumruk gibi dallarda belirdi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde i\u00e7ime bir serinlik yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Yatakhane penceresinden uzun uzun o tomurcuklar\u0131 izlerdim. Do\u011fdu\u011fum bozk\u0131r co\u011frafyas\u0131nda bu a\u011fa\u00e7lardan yoktu; b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fcklerine, dal budak heybetlerine hep hayranl\u0131k duyard\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n

Kestane a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n kokusu yoktu ama… Bahar\u0131n sanki Necatibey Caddesindeki pastanenin, az ileride Ye\u015fil Nal\u0131n tabelal\u0131 kebap\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n, Nokta dura\u011f\u0131nda mukim G\u00f6lba\u015f\u0131 Sinemas\u0131n\u0131n ve nihayetinde K\u0131z\u0131lay yolu \u00fcst\u00fcnde Beyaz Saray\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir eski zaman ma\u011faras\u0131 gibi galerilere a\u00e7\u0131lan Zafer \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kokusunun kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir kokusu vard\u0131. Ve bu koku kestane tomurcuklar\u0131ndan yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Bana \u00f6yle gelirdi. \u015eimdi, aradan ge\u00e7en otuz otuz be\u015f y\u0131la g\u00f6zlerimi kapat\u0131p burun uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda dahi o kokular kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 alabiliyorum.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir \u015fehrin insana i\u015fleyen kokusudur hat\u0131ralar.<\/span><\/p>\n

Edebiyata s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p b\u00f6yle bir tan\u0131m yap\u0131yorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc, g\u00f6lgesini her daim ayak dibimde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum, ilk ergenli\u011fim bana bunu b\u00f6yle anlat\u0131yor. Pansiyondan yemekhaneye giderken futbol ma\u00e7lar\u0131nda kale olarak kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z iki ters dut a\u011fac\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131. Misal, o dutlar\u0131n -ki dut \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun a\u011fac\u0131d\u0131r- b\u00f6yle bir koku kolektifi yoktu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonra sonra b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck. Veya bana \u00f6yle geldi…<\/span><\/p>\n

ODT\u00dc\u2019ye ilk giri\u015fim yine o a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde olmu\u015ftu. Ormand\u0131 ODT\u00dc. Kravatl\u0131 talebelik g\u00fcnleri Ankara\u2019da, \u015fehirde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kestane a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 Atat\u00fcrk Lisesinde oldu\u011fu gibi s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131n en yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131lar\u0131 de\u011fillerdi gayr\u0131. \u0130klim ve co\u011frafya de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti. Fakat ortaokul, lise al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r g\u00f6vdelerine el uzat\u0131p o kokuyu almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m zamanlar olmad\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonra galiba biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck. Veya bana \u00f6yle geldi…<\/span><\/p>\n

Z\u00fcrih\u2019e geldi\u011fim yirmi \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131mda kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kan yine kestane a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131yd\u0131. Sokak ve caddeler ve dahi parklar dolusuydular. \u015eimdi de yer yer tomurcuklar\u0131na bak\u0131p bahar\u0131 arar\u0131m…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130ki g\u00fcn \u00f6nceydi. \u0130\u015fyerimin balkonuna \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p temiz hava almak istedim. Tam kar\u015f\u0131mda kestane a\u011fac\u0131 tomurcuklar\u0131 vard\u0131. Yine o kokuyu arad\u0131m fakat olmad\u0131. Bu sefer Necatibey caddesine, ANAP genel merkezine gittim. \u00d6zal memleketin efendisi; ol dedi\u011fi oluyor, \u00f6l dedi\u011fi \u00f6l\u00fcyordu. Berbat bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131 \u00d6zal. Bizi ald\u0131 ahlaks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ahlak say\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u0131n\u0131fa kaydetti. \u00dclkece epeydir o s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131n talebeleriyiz…<\/span><\/p>\n

Fakat sanki bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcr gibi oldum. Nerden geldi bilmiyorum, H\u00fcseyin \u0130nan d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc hat\u0131r\u0131ma. Sorarlarm\u0131\u015f H\u00fcseyin\u2019e \u201cNe zaman da\u011fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorsunuz?\u201d Hep ayn\u0131 yan\u0131t\u0131 verirmi\u015f: \u201cErikler \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7\u0131nca*.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu bahar\u0131n kestane tomurcuklar\u0131n\u0131 H\u00fcseyin\u2019e ad\u0131yor ve i\u00e7 sesimle soruyorum: \u201cH\u00fcseyin yolda\u015f\u0131m ne vakit gelecek memlekete bahar? Yan\u0131t yine i\u00e7 sesimle: \u201cKestaneler yaprak a\u00e7\u0131nca…\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dcmitle…<\/span><\/p>\n

Hasan Sever
\nZ\u00fcrih, 04.04.2024<\/b><\/p>\n

*Erikler \u00c7i\u00e7ek A\u00e7\u0131nca, Nurhak’\u0131 Hat\u0131rlamak, A. Tuncer S\u00fcmer Kitab\u0131, Enis R\u0131za & Ebru \u015eeremetli, Ayr\u0131nt\u0131 Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, \u0130stanbul, 2014<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ankara Atat\u00fcrk Lisesinin yat\u0131l\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc Cihan Sokak boyunca uzanan binalardan m\u00fcte\u015fekkildi. Yatakhanelerin pencereleri Lale Sokak\u2019tan girilen ve bizim […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3768,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[41,338,5],"tags":[2149,364,693,2143,619,2147,2145,242,264],"class_list":["post-3766","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ani-anma","category-siyaset","category-yazilar","tag-a-tuncer-sumer","tag-ankara","tag-ankara-ataturk-lisesi","tag-erikler-cicek-acinca","tag-huseyin-inan","tag-kestane-agaclari","tag-kestaneler-yaprak-acinca","tag-odtu","tag-zurih"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pcbKCK-YK","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/hasansever.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/Kestane-Agaci-1.jpg?fit=613%2C862&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3766","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3766"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3766\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3775,"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3766\/revisions\/3775"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3768"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3766"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3766"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hasansever.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3766"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}